I dont Post here much but i should post for those faithful followers (lol )

*Blizzcon - Going there and Dizney
*Working at the college still (kinda fun)
*Issac Hayes passed away -.- shaft

hmm

DRAGON CAVE lol

Come here to Visit my Nursery

soon these lovelies will grow up to help me takeover ...uhm i mean make the world a better place ^^

Im also on gaia Online and back on world of warcraft
-if your interested in playing wow let me know i could use the referrals:P

anyways more soon (i guess)

So i sit here with tears in my eyes and something brewing that i dont like

i woke up

she was walking to the kitchen and there i saw him, sittign there. He said his name was pablo and he was the person she was seeing. He was sitting there in my house. and he was there to see her. i started bouncing.

she was in the kitchen.

He said she wanted him instead of me and thats why we broke up. i countinued to bounce. He said that she had wanted him for a while.that they talked online. that I was just a mistake.

she ignored me while she was in the kitchen.

i dragged him bck into the bedroom. My hand hit his face over and over and over. i felt so betrayed. I cant stop punching his face. i want him to go away.

she walks through the door and then i realize that she doesnt see me. I cant stop crying cause she doesnt see me. Even while im beating ths guys face in she doesnt care to see me.

then i wake up.

alone

again.

I dont have comfort. I dont have peace. and i dont have distraction

i dont have anything do i?

i can close my eyes and see her face as she just walks on by.

and she doesnt see me anymore.

I want to burn. to drown. to sleep, to anything to make me forget but i cant..anymore...i cant forget and i dont have anyone to really talk to. because im afraid of attaching myself to them.

because i want to be seen to one person who wont see me.

Akon is 2 weeks away roughly

lets see what i have in order

Room: Check (and paid for already)
Ride: Check (The awesome Lee Hickman will be driving)
Money: As soon as it arrives in Check (my check)
Admission: Check (though i also signed up for volunteer)

Have i forgot anything??

updates so far

tuesday
work - sucks but its money
life - great....no comment about the creeepy mall tour.

wensday
work - funfest and sammich
life - lonley today but in the end have friends see above about mall tour

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(4 Points) Who am I in love with:
(5 Points) Where did we meet:
(1 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(1 Points) where do i work:
(3 Points) what am i afraid of:
(1 Points) Do I smoke:
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(7 Point) Do I have any siblings:
(2 Points) How many?
(3 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(1 Points) How many piercings do i have:
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(9 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(5 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
(2 Points) whats my favorite color:
(3 Points) name something i hate:
(4 Points) name a talent i have:
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(4 Points) what kind of sneakers do i wear:
(4 Points) do i have any pets:
(1 Points) Who am i dating/likeing right now:
(1 Points) how long have i been dating/likeing them:
(5 points) how tall am i?
(5 Points) What is my worst habit:
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(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring?:
(10 bonus points) Complete this Quote "To make a long story short..."

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Current Mood: creative

Missed a Update for yesterday becasue of personal feelings and work ...but lets try to keep this a weekly thing ^^ (means im off on weekends)

So in the news:

Blizzard announced today that BLIZZCon will be in august of this year. Price at the door will be $100 dollars per person. Yes you too can be a geek and play wow at a con about wow -.-

My new Guild On Wow has finally decided on a purpose...TO HELP PEOPLE..Holy Shit isnt that what we've been doing ALREADY??? FUCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! lol anyways yes we are NOW gonna help new players when we can and help our new players...(a concept) We are not nor ever WILL BE a HARDCORE raiding guild...but we will be a family and a Band of brothers (and sisters) who play and have fun...cause what would you rather have a group of people who are a team or a team which is a family? *shrug*

Looks like im going to japan finally...date is sometime between sept 5 and dec 25. We are getting passports ordered this weekend and im going to get trip plans for this trip and AKOn...(yup im announcing my plans to attend Akon..I decided i will learn to para para this year...that and attend demos and a few lesser events heheheheheh FUCK COSPLAY CONTEST BIOTCHES.....thats so ghetto.)

In life we make a bunch of choices and Investments. I make Investments in my future all the time. Especially when dating. Sometimes I make bad investments and along with those some very bad choices. Sometimes the investment is good but with a bad or failing payout.
I could go and complain about past stuff.. but seeing as almost EVeryone expects angst from me ..I wont....So fuck off!
In fact when i repost stuff from my past..Ill be leaving out all the relationship bs. Because i fucking can.
what about all of ya'll who do read my Lj? what Investments in life do you make and how do they pan out? Are you happy? Above all things you do in life ...you should be happy with the choices you make and afterwards when they end you should still be happy. If your not then maybe you should see why your not. Because the only person who can make you happy..is yourself. D
Tips: When making investments, dont put to much into it unless its a joint investment. If the Investment is minimal then when you have a good payoff its worth it. But if the investment fails, you should be able to walk away from it with little from the pocket. Dont Put your heart and soul into something unless you know that if it goes under you can stillc ome out ok. Risks are one thing but take minimal risks if youcan.

Questions?

So your thuggish and you think hey I can buy all the bling you ever wanted in this world. Will you do it? Do you know what you could bet instead? How much is that bling worth to you? and How much is that worth to someone who needs it?

I play WoW (World of warcraft) and play 15 bucks a month for it.
What could i be spending that 15 bucks on? for .50 cents a day i could have ramen. For 15 bucks i could buy a movie and watch it once a day for the whole month. I could buy a new shirt or maybe some pants at walmart. i could have new windshield wiper blades. I could feed my cat. I could invest in stocks. Save it up and buy some land in texas. but another video game that doesnt have a monthly fee.

or i could donate it to a charity that needs it.

but yeah i dont cause that would be easy and im lazy.

plus im 9 lvls from 70...maybe after i get 70 and level 2 more characters ill do that.

 Yeah you heard me right Punks ! Im a Mac Addict! I take no shame in admitting that I LOVE my mac(s). 

I currently own:

Intel Macs:
Imac 17"
Macbook
Mac  mini

PPC
G5 - Imac 17"
g4 - Ibook
g3 - Ibook 12"
g3- Ibook clamshell (tangerine)
mac duo (very old laptop)

I also am responsible for getting macs at the cyber cafe at sac. (though most students here have NO IDEA how to use one correctly..I need to have a damned class)

if anyone have a mac they DO NOT want and want to part ways with it..let me know I need a mac for a project.

more to come...

Current Mood: cheerful

Hello all..its your angst ridden purveyor of uhm things to be purveyed....

LOVE ME!

ok with that said....Sorry ive been away for awhile ....things have kept me busy... and work has been everchanging!

Feel free to ride the walrus with me again..Im in and out...

Also...Look for a site called Otakubooty...its a fucking otaku dating site....(yeah i know otaku and dating....2 bad tastes that go bad together)

with this i sing o/' "Lesbians on fiiiireeeeee......sears catalog erotic desire!"

ETHICS TEST
This test only has one question, but it's a very important one.
By giving an honest answer, you will discover where you stand morally.
The test features an unlikely, completely fictional situation in which you
will have to make a decision.

Remember that your answer needs to be honest, yet spontaneous.
Please now scroll down slowly and give due consideration to each line.
You are in Florida, Hobe Sound to be specific.
There is chaos all around you, caused by a hurricane, with severe
flooding.
This is a flood of biblical proportions.
You are a photo-journalist working for a major newspaper, and you're
caught in the middle of this epic disaster.

The situation is nearly hopeless.
You're trying to shoot career-making photos.
There are houses and people swirling around you, some disappearing under
the water.

Nature is unleashing all of her destructive fury.
Suddenly you see a man floundering in the water.
He is fighting for his life, trying not to be taken down with the debris.
You move closer. Somehow the man looks familiar.
You suddenly realize who it is. It is George W. Bush!


At the same time you notice that the raging waters are about to take him
under... forever.
You have two options: you can save the life of George Bush, or you can
shoot a dramatic Pulitzer Prize winning photo, documenting the death of the
world's most powerful man.


So here's the question, and please give an honest answer
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Would you select high contrast color film, or would you go with the
classic simplicity of black and white?

Once upon a time a friend of mine called me the bringer of the storm. And when it rained that meant i was upset. I find it funny that it hasnt rained in san antonio much this year. Maybe i wasnt taht upset this year. lol. but today i got into a car accident. yes it was y car's fault. definately means i need a new car in the sometime soon. at least work understood.

it also aggrivated my wrist so now its harder to do some stuff. left hand is wrapped.

going to lair tonight... feel fre to pop by

http://thesurrealist.co.uk/dungeon?user=Sharkopath

so lets see...what made this day so great??

NO WORK!!! thats right i didnt have to work today and i still got paid ..mmm i can taste that paycheck .. and it tastes like getting out of debt.

If you havent seen the show..perfect storm is amazing...makes me cringe for the future.

so bored..gona watch magiranger..bbl

Have you ever wondered what would happen if a terrorist attack happened on spring break *thinks* i think it would suck to be a ignorant college student :P

the Shark is at this moment: BORED

Live 365 has some really good channels where you can listen to music for free... I prefer the musicals channel and the spoken word stuff!

Recently bought Jem and the Holograms dvd set 1 for *would you believe it* 69 bucks YES!! score 1 for the shark!

in other words I might have a artist for my story but she's kinda busy trying to get into a better college so it might not happen --

Try Dofus! its a free mmo that plays like ff tactics at parts...and its on Mac/Pc and Linux ^^

Ok off i go ....OH WAIT! Golu Golu Goludo!! Tenkuu HENSHIN!

ok i go now

**Skysaint Sharkgel!

Happy X-Mas....X is for EXTREME!!!!!

MiRAMBI!!!! MIRAMBI!!!!! MIRAMBI!!!!!!!

what this used to be:

Well in the beginning, Dog created life and then sat in his house and slept. Next thing you know he wakes up and we're selling drugs, blowing up planes and asking ourselves " Do you yahoo?"

What this used to be:

Once upon a dream, i knew there would be a price to pay...

what this used to be:

i was a Knight, now im just here.

What this used to be:

This used to be my journal

what This is now:

A guess i should start over..but its pretty hard to start over. You cant erase the past even if you delete every post and response. I got here on the coat tails of curiosity and now I return because i have no place to go. If your readig this and you think i may be ..well uncomfortable by your viewing this...do me the favor and not be a lurker. Let me know your there and that your gonna read...or if you add me....then i do expect to be added back ..and not be talked about.

What am I?

Human

What should i be?

Truthful

what can i do?

Try..all i can do now is try. Maybe trying is the only way i can survive for now...or at least for the next 3 months

-R

OK #1...who in green gay hell is anna?
#2 The race is on
#3 Amaretto pecans..try them you might like them
#4 The race is on
#5 I <3 Dr. Who
#6 Ray SiSson :-P
#7 Im pregnant with my own Baby...wait a sec ..that was just gas
#8 Aliens changed my cats Litter o.0
#9 i REALLY <3 Dr. Who
#10 WHO IN GAY HELL is ANNA??

Coming Soon
Changes
Ch ch ch changes

Im leaving...This is the first Cut
If i come back it wont be on this name...
Bye

Your Astrological Court Card

Knight of Swords
Astrological Sign: Aquarius
Element: Air

Personality:
idealistic, charitable, determined, influential, compassionate, friendly but sometimes impersonal

Most suitable vocations:
eco-warrior, new age teacher, healer, psychologist, painter, writer

Most suitable lover or partner:
Queen of Wands ? Aries, Leo and Sagittarius

Your Personality Court Card

Knight of Cups
Element: Water

Personality:
magnetic, sexual, complex, spiritual, in control, overpowering, intense

Most suitable vocations:
psychic, clairvoyant, detective, physician, stockbroker, dentist, counsellor, actress

Most suitable lover or partner:
Queen of Pentacles ? Capricorn, Virgo, and Taurus

*sometimes i wonder how right these tarot reradings are...*

Current Mood: melancholy